I’m a strong believer of blogs and my way of formulating my thoughts and making sense of life. I need to give those thoughts structure an space, to create some peace and quiet inside my insight.
But at the end updating takes considerable more thought (what’s a good thing) and time. Creating a mirror on life would take half of that life. This’s impossible. Wondering on how to integrated it as part of life. A [[tt:powerbook:www.apple.com]] with internet everywhere would help but getting my life in order would be better still.
I’m sitting here under this big tree at 5:45 in the morning. Not being able to enter my working domain because I lent out my key. I had the opportunity to ask it back but I forgot because my head is always out of focus.
My to do list is never shrinking and some points stay on there for months, even years. Life is never finished. Making it eternal would not help either, life only exist here and now, every moment is unpredictable. Making mastering life to boredom impossible.
I always felt that a day wasn’t long enough but the last couple of years this feeling has evolved to absurd proportions. I’m one of those people who can’t let go, isn’t able to set priorities, can’t distinguish great idea’s from the common ones.
Want to add value to my life and to the world I’m part of …
Having a very low production rate but a steady learning curve. No real outspoken talent just my devotion and engagement what makes it original in ways mostly disorientating for “the others”.
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